Day 342

Man, oh man! I've been bad. I don't even know where to start but I just need to throw some of my thoughts out there...
I just want to do it all; save the world, cook amazing food every day, lose weight, budget my life and buy a Silhouette machine. Is that so much to try to accomplish? Apparently, yes. It's like a seem to get going good then something comes along or I lose focus and motivation.
I hope this new position at work (PS I'm a groomer now!) will truly help out. I've been doing my best to put money away to actually save for things and try my best to NOT live paycheck to paycheck like I have for so long.
The best part of all if this? (Here comes the mush) The guy I have by my side working just as hard of not harder to build the life we want. He went out and put a garden in the other day and I can't wait to have nice produce right outside my door. We are starting to get back on track with planning meals and he actually motivates me because he says as long as I leave a note telling him what to cook he'll do his best to have it ready and on the table (that I need to clear off) when I get home from work. To say we make a great team is an understatement. Super woman I am not, but together we are pretty wonderful.